My Goddess journey began with a whisper in my ear, as it does for many, but then amplified until I truly felt it deeply in my heart. It began with a feeling of not being in the right place. I knew something was happening within my spirit and it wasn't always comfortable, because I couldn't name it. I read books and didn't find it. They didn't describe what I was feeling. I asked, Who am I? What am I doing here? My work wasn't fulfilling. The place where I lived didn't feel like I belonged there. The only time I felt alive was when I came to Hawaii to visit. I wanted to feel passion. I wanted to FEEL. What were my symptoms?

• No interest in conflict — (even in political positions or sports)
• Asking, "Is that all there is?"
• Attraction to nature.
• A feeling that my family wasn't my "real" family.
• Attracting new friends and acquaintances, while letting go
of old ones.
• Willing to let go of things I once valued in order to find what is truly valuable.
It wasn't a comfortable place to be, because I didn't know what the destination was, just that I had to take a journey. I had to trust.
I began finding fulfillment in gardening, and finding that my spirit was fed by art and music. I found some more answers in learning about Hawaiian spiritual practice, hula and chant — the sacred connections to the land and nature. I found I loved to always be creating, while at the same time becoming "un-busy." I started finding my spiritual family and understanding spirit.
Does that sound familiar to you, too?
My life circumstances aren't so important, but let's just say that defining moments were losing my only son, who was killed in a Navy helicopter crash at age 26 in 1991, moving to Hawaii in 1999, when everything started accelerating, and then, finding myself in a "space between" in 2006. Between jobs, between homes, between being married and being single. What a grand time to start over!
The email came with an invitation to travel to Japan with the Silver Wings of Light, and my life was never the same. Thinking it was a tour with a group of spiritually-aware, nice people, I packed my bag and took off (in more ways than one). Little did I know that the Japan tour was a Goddess mission important to the Earth plane and the Great Shift in Consciousness. Little did I know that I had planned the trip before I came to Earth and there was a lot of unseen guidance helping me to go. Little did I know that, when I got home, I would decide to move within one month, because I had finally found my spiritual family.
There began an accelerated journey of awakening that continues today. I'm grateful to be able to share it with you.
On Being Goddess:
• I feel free to be me, to be one with my purpose and my path — a sovereign, unique particle
of the Creator's Love Light.
• Seeking my truth is more important than doing what I've always done or thought I "should"
be doing.
• My relationships with other enlightened beings have evolved into a state of walking side by
side, no matter their heritage, age, or background. WE are equal.
• There is no longer any struggle. I just AM.
• Since I AM Love, love is all I want to express.
• I speak for God/Truth. It is my role to express the Love of the Creator on the Earth plane.
• I AM the creator of my world.
• I dream my own dreams.
• I AM the one my heart beats for.
• I AM most effective when I co-create with Spirit/Guidance/Love.
• I AM Goddess.
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